Not really much to say - it's over.
I can explain in large why and what happened - but i won't.
Everyone who investigated the happenings here within the last two years - especially the last months - will know why.
I can shit myself. I don't need YOU nor anyone else for that.
Bye - i'm sorry dear followers - but enough is enough.
I don't care what happens to my work - it was devoted to NGNG and Sean Lang and this it. You can take it or leave it... - i leave YOU now.
For all who are interested in investigating more in detail my last message to SeanLang (i'm too lazy to rewrite or change anything of it):
Sorry for double messaging you - but i realized that the subject title won't get your attention - maybe i got it this way... now my message to you (the last one!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!):
Due to continued issues on the forums,
Caused by a stalker who is bullying me for two years... - i repeatedly asked you for assistance - you just have to watch into your message-boxes.
I think it best to find another home for all your mechcommander modding information (maybe moddb is best?).
I think it's best you start thinking. To me you give the picture of not thinking about anything related to me - my person or my modding. The time you have spent investigating my work is ridiculous compared to the workload it took to create all. And all of this is yours now. I devoted all my work to you and NGNG. So there is no question from my side - moving it to anywhere else.
And to be honest:
My motivation level for MechCommander is very low. Being bullied for it by people who should take part in development instead of denying it and sabotating it like MechCommanderOnline alias Legend alias Ninja alias HotShot alias ... i don`t care how much identities this guy has related to Multi-Player Online Community.
You know what i think? It's best to quit up with this shit. You think i'm a fool? You think i'm an idiot? You think i'm an unemployed german idiot? - YOU ARE WRONG!
If you need anything from us let me know, thanks.
No i don't need anything from you. Never needed anything. I just came to you to have a place to do it and to be not alone without feedback. When things goes like this i just quit up with MechCommander - that's exactly what LEGEND wants to see.
Congratulations! As it seems Legend finally gets what he wanted from day one he met me.
I'm really surprised that you are not able to see what he is doing - neither what kind of guy he is. I have seen deep into and through him and i'm really shocked that you don't see it.
I EXPECTED MORE FROM A RETIRED COMRADE!
Yes - i was a soldier, too. I spent two years into the German Airforce - FlaRakGrp 24, 4th Squadron - Tiger's Squadron. I was in Afghanistan. I fought for OUR countries. I fought with european and american forces together. I really thought i have chosen the right person - by choosing you when i started my modwork. FOR THAT REASON.
You know in Germany we have honor. Comrades - doesn't matter if retired or active. When i see a guy - not matter if he is from the american, netherland, british, french - or WHATEVER allied forces - i help him.
And you know what i'am, too? I'am not unemployed! I'am not stupid! I'm boss and have my own business with dozens of employeers. I did all this shit for MechCommander for the lols - i did it for passion. But i never did it to enrich myself, to please myself or to bully or offend other people. But i defend my work when it's getting offended - i bet you would do the same when i would start to bully and spam here - what might be the case in your eyes - but not in mine. And i don't care what you think cause i KNOW i'm right.
And now finally: Goodbye SeanLang - was a great time - but i don't need that shit - especially not the shit that is ongoing for years with Legend now. He won - i can live with it - cause I HAVE A LIFE!
Regards RizZen (and you can take my bad language, mistakes and bad grammar and put it into Legends ass for me - im done!)
Live long and prosper... "comrad"...
When i may give you a hint for life: Open your eyes and go not mind-blinded through this nasty and broken world. Otherwise you will regret it one day!
I did it for fun. The last days where no fun. So im done!
Bye MechCommanders!
Regards your RizZ
